loneliness. :(

for those people who know me, would be wondering i say i'm lonely. cause i'm always someone who's HYPER ACTIVE. i jump here jumpy there and get high. !! that's me.  :)
but that's the outside me, and COULD be the inside me. i don't know why, but i get those kinds of feeling when i'm down, or after getting scolded by my mum. :(

i just feel that my mum is like siding my brothers more than me. :O i may be wrong. but ... D:

LORD, help me :(